But I can’t, with me you do drugs. Without me you try sooo hard to set your life on track. And from what I hear you’re doing a great job and I am supporting you. This is so much harder for me than you think, you think I don’t want to be with you every second of the day? It makes me furious that you text Alex all day long for support? No you don’t need to text someone you obviously still have feelings for for support. I’m sorry I can’t be there for you I wish so badly that I could be, I wish I could answer your texts, or see your face but I can’t because without me you’re making the moves to better your life.
I do miss you so much it hurts.
The more you talk to her the more I hate you and the less I want to do with you.